I am a little crazy, thats how I survive.

 I still cannot accept it.

I take great pride in my linear logic.
My ability to link objects together, reason and write it out in a language the computer can understand.

How then was I able to screw up a general IS module!
Its taken by everyone god dammit,
It is not a depth elective that i am suppose to find difficult!

The paper was easy, thats the sad part. It wasnt out to kill, it was prepared to score.
And i still fucked it up. The expectation was too great, making the fall unbearable.

I need to conquer something soon.

It was a tough year. I had some really dark times this year. Lost some friends , made some stupid mistakes but at the end of it, the ending of 2010 was really good. I had a great december. Everything this month seemed to fit and it all the pain and troubles of the early part of 2010 was just a great lesson. 
 
I can only hope that this momentum carries forward to 2011. 



----- Will continue to detail out 2010 when my writer's block is gone( has been around for very long)------

 song 1 - found
song 2 - found
soundbooth acquired. time to begin work

 alright just went through the SISF vids on youtube. looks like the idea I thought off is already out. might have to go back to the drawing board or repackage it.

 I got it.
i know what i wanna go at next year's itsc.
This idea I am satisfied.

I have no idea why, all i can think about is song selection and choreography. I mean its insane, i am studying for like 5 mins. I fire up safari go to youtube then start watching performances. Johnny Vaz, Adrian and Anita, U tribe and it goes on and on. I just keep watching and watching looking for moves that are interesting. Something I can handle. I am assuming Angie still wants to partner me. And i am assuming I am still dancing salsa 6 months from now. 

Columbian
Afro Cuban
 so many nice variations all insanely difficult.

I think it will be easier if i select the song first. I should go on  massive song hunt. 

I thought of a starter but i really really wanna do a hybrid.  hiphop/salsa or contemp/salsa anything/salsa but that requires alot of skill, alot, and i dont have it now. 

I really want to place in the open cat, but its stiff very stiff.

random ramblings at 3am i should study.

Nery is truly an idol. 

Yes there are big names out there and all the popular groups that do fantastic performances.

But I like this guy's style, no wait I love it. His moves, his turns his flexibility truly awesome to say the least. One year on I am not bored of this video and I try to emulate him. 

Maybe one day.

- I Came I Saw I Conquered

" One of the penalties for refusing to participate in politics is that you end up being governed by your inferiors. "
        -Plato

Today I sit corrected.
I left because of principles, but I knew what I could lose.
And in no time at all, I lost it.
I lost what I had valued and lost what I enjoyed. Though there are other people to hold on to, it is just not the same anymore.

 "If an injury has to be done to a man, it should be so severe that his vengeance need not be feared."
                  -Niccolo Machiavelli

 You shall be known as Marcus Junius Brutus.
For you are disappointing and disgusting.
I had much fate in you Brutus, despite what you had done. 
I thought it was a mistake, and we could carry on our own separate lives, since we cant see eye to eye.
But you are continuing to use me in your little games, Brutus.

Don't.
Don't

Yes, don't.

A year of folly has taught me much, I have grown out of it. 

I do not derive satisfaction from playing politics anymore, it is too tangled a web.

You wish to, Brutus, continue doing so, but leave me out of it.

I am
as experienced as you,
as knowledgeable as you,
I can do as much damage as you can.

A post like this would have been privatised but its on public feed for you to read, You will know who you are, Brutus.
Give it up, now.

And if you do intend to continue this, do with some class please.  At least give me a challenge.
Your last move, passe. 
Been there done that.